Monkey: OPTIMISM
Somehow from last year to this year I almost was taken from this life. I know it wasn’t my time because God knew I was to still be here for my children as don’t have anybody else and I need to help others not go through what I went through. We had to rebuild with nothing since last Sept. See I feel joy, happiness, optimism every morning when I wake up for work. Somehow that unravels unexpectedly because of the choices & consequences of others because the impact continues on children who are innocent causing a ripple effect.
Now, I am granted a short window of time as children grow all too fast. I need to negative memories in place of a life that was surreal. I would love to take all six of my children to see this. My children grew up on Disney channel and all their songs. Actually, even my two oldest teenage boys watch Hannah Montana, we think it is goofy and funny. We love to laugh and I am a very goofy mother when I can be! Humor is an integral part of rebuilding our lives. BTW, I said I was goofy and you will here my at work randomly singing..YOU GET THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS..
We can’t control others, but we can control what is inside. I am a fond believer that what you give is what you get, though sometimes not immediately. Optimism for a better day is all we have.
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